I found out My name in Korean, I always wanted to know XD!!
 Here We Go!!

My Family name would be CHOI ( Siwonnn SooYoung XD)

I have three Names, the first used by my family  would be Ha Hyo...so HERE YOU GO Choi Ha Hyo !

The second name that I loathe ...But almost everyone calls me that, would  give Sung Min XD I don't like it, it's too Common...Anyway ===> Choi Sung Min.

And then The third Name , I adore this name But nobody calls me with this one...Life is strange right ? It would Give Chan Tae( I adore this Name !!!)  So Choi Chan Tae FTW !!!!
  And :

My name In Japanese !

The Family name would  be Chiba ( Thousand Feathers)
The first Name and the second both are Asuka or Chiaki( I would be JunSu's dog ??? XD) usaka means fragrance of the bright day..Lol and Chiaki means very fine autumn ( There are two names because for example "Amy" or "A My" would give different names...My name is not Amy XD)

The third ....Okay It's Yasmina XD, and I love this name , it would give Yumi and Michiyo;  beautiful bow, as in bow and arrow( LOL) for Yumi and Three Thousand Generations for Michiyo( WTH ??)


The Chinese names are confusing me !!!!
They change all the time, it depends on the meaning you want ^^ I choose Wealth of course....Kiddin' XD!
Kuang Fu Tian for the first name !

Kong Fei Ning for the second

and Shen Yi Shuai( Woahh.... XD) I'm obviously biased towards the third name

 I like Choi Chan Tae the best in Korean (Ha Hyo too but it's weird to pronouce), In Japanese I like Chiba Asuka the best ( Michiyo too) Chiaki is not in the competition it would be unfair XD! And the Chinese names...Ahem Shen Yi Shuai because there's Shuai( Graceful)!

But...You can call me Chiaki Candidmee ^^ !!

Title: Between the Moon and the Sun
Author: Candidmee
Rating: PG-13 -- NC17(?)
Pairing: YooSu,YunJae, ChangMin X JaeMee( OC),EunHae, HeeChul X KyuHyun, SooYoung X YooBin.
Genre: Fantasy ( supernatural ), Romance, angst,
Warning: Mpreg( I'll try not to make it mushy XD),Un-beta ed,Author's lazy, there are some curses...
disclaimer: If they were mine...I'd nourrish them, I'm generous you know ^^! and Taemin would eat after 7.
Summary:Because they were all wrong to blame them and they were even more wrong to defend them.

Chapitre 2

 

When you have no one to care about you, to love you, when your parents are stupid people who do kid just for the fun of doing them, when you are a lonely boy left alone in a dirty orphanage, you look for something to cling onto. That's exactly what DongHae did, when he got tired of being hit on and treated like shit he started following the nice kid around the place, HyukJae, because he knew that he was so nice and so generous, he knew he'd protect him; and he was right...But did not choose the right person.

 

HyukJae didn't like being there, in that place, with dirty, meany children, why didn't he die with his mommy ? Because now he had to act all nice while he was just plain self centered, he didn't care about others he just wanted a family.

And there was that one kid, stupid and weak thing sticking to him like a gum under your shoe. Because of him he had to be even more nice, and care about someone else than himself. HyukJae had understood, if you were all nice and sweet rich families were so willing to adopt you, and his efforts were paid, so paid...They came... they asked … Nuns said HyukJae...And DongHae. DongHae ? No way...He cried then, saying that he was afraid of big bad DongHae, and so they took him...Only him, he was happy.

And today facing his past, facing DongHae was so hard, he was so sorry, he was just a kid then, but he knew that he was still the same little self centered HyukJae, still , always. EunHyuk he was, HyukJae was disappearing, buried deep inside him, he had changed, really. But as French say

 

“Chasser le naturel, il revient au galop*”

 

 

 

 

 

When you have a big brother, and when you know very well that mom and dad are too busy too look at you for more than two seconds, you love him with all your might, and moreover this brother was so beautiful, so perfect, HeeChul was like that for KyuHyun, he was the sun in day time and the moon at night, he wanted him to shine for him only...But Heechul shone for him...self.

 

 

HeeChul knew it, he was damn beautiful, so so so Beautiful, everyone said it, everyone liked him, his mom liked him, his other mom liked him too, and his dad liked him as well, but KuyHyun loved him, KyuHyun was not as perfect as him, he was so small and always sick, surrounded by ugly nurses, poor thing. The only person he “liked”...A bit, was JaeJoong, because JaeJoong was as pretty as him, not as perfect but still pretty, the only problem was his heart. JaeJoong's heart was so weak, the guy had totally no will power. But it is okay, not everyone can be as divine as himself, HeeChul understood that perfectly. Yes his favorite word was perfect.

 

 

 

 

Girls do not like fights, they fight verbally, they become bitchy, but they do not like physical contacts, because they have to stay pretty, sometimes when it becomes necessary, they do actually..Fight.

Girl fights, might seem ridiculous or cute and gentle, but in fact they show the viciousness of their beings, They hit on specific points they calculate and hit where it hurts the most. YooBin and SooYoung, they fought because it was too much,too unnerving to see each other every day.

 

Now they laid next to each other feeling relieved, before that fight, minute ago they had that knot in their stomach, guts wanting to come out, both of them. They were holding hands, fingers intertwined.

“ I won”

“Don't care...Am prettier”

“ No way, You 're just fatter”

“ I'm not fat...But you're way too skinny”

“ Shut up..You”

…

…..

…...

“Stop pouting skeleton, you're not cute at all”

“ I .AM .CUTE.”

“Nope...”

…

….

…..

…....

“..YooBin...I.... Binnie, your friends, they call you that right ?...I...”

“SooYoung, I'm the one supposed to be shy, you know...”

…

“ I know SooYoung... I love you too, I always knew I didn't want to admit it either.”

 

That's how they are now, before there was fear, they both wanted to be popular, the most popular, because in this world, their world, you become nothing so rapidly, so at first they fought with words, then physically and they found out that it was so good...Touching each other, touching another girl.

SooYoung cuddled against her new found “Binnie”, because the fear was coming back, as if something was after her, them, and more than anything YooBin was so comfy, her curves, her firm body, were just like a place made for SooYoung only.

 

 

 

Two men, in a huge, really huge manor, is really freaky, even more when one of them have a belly like pregnant women have, and the other have a vicious light in his eyes, saying that he knew the world a bit too well, those kind of people are feared, but when they say that you need them, you follow them and do as ordered, right ? So the house was huge, there were rooms under the house, freaky, people said nothing, and still say nothing because they can feel ,unconsciously, the power, the cursed power emanating from this house and the people it is awaiting.

 

“They have all been activated” said the dark haired one, fidgeting in the huge bed .

“Really...You must be happy then...Now go make me some food... chocolate, and bananas, and eggs, and Kimchi, and pasta, and ice cream”. Said the blonde one, batting his long eyelashes.

“...Alright love...”

“Bring “them” as soon as possible...I'm already tired of this shit”

“I know, I know...”

 

 

There's a legend talking about twelve animals...Zodiacal animals, powerful entities, some people believe that they are shining from above, as stars, but only one person know that they are hidden on earth itself. Earth, the true goddess, that rules everything.

 My computer is dying ( I'm currently posting this with my iPod sweet thing right ? but it's a bit tough the keys are soo small...well there ain't any in fact) I can not do anything about it , I just have to wait until I have another one... I want my dad to buy it... XD So that leaves me computer-less with a fic on progress( Dayum!! I just started...I'm so not lucky *sniif*) Ottokheee ??? I hope I just won't forget the plot ( I think I was a fish In my precedent life LOL) so HASTA LUEGO AMIGOS !..Oh I Meant adieu....*overdramatic sortie..exit*

Title: Between the Moon and the Sun
Author: Candidmee
Rating: PG-13 -- NC17(?)
Pairing: YooSu,YunJae, ChangMin X JaeMee( OC),EunHae, HeeChul X KyuHyun, SooYoung X YooBin.
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, angst
Warning: Mpreg( I'll try not to make it mushy XD),Un-beta ed,Author's lazy, there are some curses...
disclaimer: If they were mine...they'd have more meat under their skins!
Summary:Where earth is a goddess, that suppresses the disorder that Humanity is....

Chapter 1

When Park YooChun Lifted Kim JunSu up and took him from the angry glares following his path he was no more Park YooChun not the one they adored, rebirth of a broken SOUL.

 

Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSuKim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu Kim JunSu How dare he? Is Park YooChun Gay … Fags... disguting

 

Park YooChun...

 

It looks Dirty...

 

YooChun said nothing,he thought nothing, he just walked, ahead, he didn't know, why ? Or How ? It was just there in him now, Right now he needed Kim JunSu,it felt incredible; Was he still sane ?

 

 

******

 

 

 

AEDO had taken Korea by storm, this year was their year.

 

Before their rushed and unexpected debut in Spain two years ago, their former manager had abandoned them; saying that they were just a bunch a untalented little girls not worth his time before leaving them behind in a little Piso near Madrid or was it Barcelona ?

They hadn't even decided who would be the Leader, who would this part or that one, and they had to step on stage, sing in a language that only one of them almost understood and dance like if that ran into they veins, they didn't know each other at all, well, JoLeen and JaeMee were sisters but sister is just a word, feelings have to added for it to make sense, so they were not that close, Ai Quin was Chinese jut like Hyo Ran but they barely knew each other and Akao Jung was strangely calm and stoic, they were strangers and yet they shared a thought just like a real team.

.

We are screwed.

 

 

But they did well that day, they became the first Korean idol group to gain great fame in an occidental country, they did very well because Shim ChangMin was there. He came and showed them all how smart he was.

“ The boyish one who look like she's suffered more than Jesus... you will introduce yourself as Jung Kali and you're the leader by the way...Okay she doesn't argue. Lead vocal...Hey, skinny Blond girl sing a little...Okay good, nice vocals most people would like your voice..Your breathing is shitty though, but your lovely...Loveleen it is for you, what's more you do not look Asian at all, has anyone ever told you that ? Oh, it looks like I've hurt you...no, I' m not sorry. JoLeen? Vocal...move. You look delicate girl, what is your name...never mind ,forget about it now you're Flora, Do you know who she is... Of course not, she is the goddess of spring and youth, it will give you some charms..I suppose. And the last one I think you're the one that I'll like the most, Shôyou, the most beautiful...I can see it in your face...you really lack vocals right ?

So it's time girls, go on stage , but know that I'll still be there when you comeback...I hope I did not waste my time...we gotta make some money now.” and that fateful day Kim JaeMee experienced love, this guy Changmin, her very new manager.

Thinking about the past was not so good, now that she couldn't hear her own voice... It was their year but not her's.

 

******

 

 

JaeJoong panted , bucked back, then panted again. He was desperate for pleasure, but he wouldn't let him have it, he wanted him to feel pain, more pain, so he went faster, harder, but avoided that spot; he grasped his hair, irritating his scalp, pulled him closer, nearly suffocating him.JaeJoong whimpered and then it was over, he fell on top of him, but did not roll over.

Why does he hate me that much thought JaeJoong.

Please. Get off me...YunHo-ssi.

 

Jung YunHo had fucked him for days or was it months...years ? Anyway he had hurt him for too long but JaeJoong still came to him whenever he called; Because JaeJoong needed to be loved he worked so hard for all this, he always had since young, He craved for it, love .No one ever saw him...Why couldn't they love him back ?

******

 

 

 

JunSu woke up slowly, he thougt that the nursery's bed was Soft... But weird...Or was it a bed ? He opened his eyes and tried to get up, but something was keeping him still, they were in a dark hall way it was so cliché, would that thing kill him or something..Strangely he wasn't afraid not even when it started whispering.

 

Mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...mine...

And that voice...and that scent he knew it..

YooChun...The center of his world...Of the whole world.

 

What was happening, JunSu was lost and YooChun wasn't there anymore, that wasn't him, JunSu was sure of that,because after all YooChun and him had been really intimate in the past, he knew him.

Piso: apartment( Spanish)
 Shôyou: The most beautiful, it is the name of an asian flower ^^
Aedo: Agustas enamoradas de Oriente ( Spanish).

 

 

 

 

 

Title: Between the Moon and the Sun
Author: Candidmee
Rating: PG-13 -- NC17(?)
Pairing: YooSu,YunJae, ChangMin X JaeMee( OC),EunHae, HeeChul X KyuHyun, SooYoung X YooBin.( Me needs 12 people ^^)
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, angst
Warning: Mpreg( I'll try not to make it mushy XD),Un-beta ed,Author's lazy,
disclaimer: If they were mine...they'd have more meat under their skins! and Taemin would eat after 7.
Summary:

People believe in lots of things, like God,or Gods,whereas Park YooChun believes in Park YooChun, Kim JunSu believes in God of course, he has to hang on something, Kim JaeJoong believes in hard work, Shim ChangMin believes in money, Kim HeeChul believes in his beauty, while Cho KyuHyun believes in feelings, emotions, manipulation. Jung YunHo believes in his name as well, but not like Park YooChun does, Lee HyukJae Believes in Family, Lee DongHae believes in frienship,

Kim JaeMee believes too much in love, Kim YooBin believes in her strenght to carry on, and Choi SooYoung does not have time to believe life goes too fast for her to think that much.

But "he" believes in love, not foolishly like Kim JaeMee, but in love , that kind of love...And sacrifices,Because some things have to go on.

A/N: I never wrote Rated stuff before, and Het +Yuri makes me shy...But Yaoi is okay !! XD I think this Plot comes from this thought that we all once had "Does GOD exist ?" or such things.

Prologue:

 

It begun in a beautiful sunny day, summer had just started , but YooChun found it odd, too sunny; still, everything was like yesterday, he was at school and " they " were around him like always, like bees dances around flowers in order to seduce them, to get some of their precious pollen, he was not a damn flower.

Soon it would be over, it was his last year, and relief took place bringing some peace in him, he would be free, no more girls, stupid annoying girls...But he " loved " them, he had to, they made him, because of them His father was okay with him. Park YooChun was a player, good looking, sociable, well off and wanted, extremely wanted and it felt good yet suffocating, because it was someone else's wish.

Deep down inside him he knew that it wasn't him, this Park YooChun was not him, he detested girls, their bodies, their laughes, their stupid faces, just like his mother's...But he couldn't, he had to...

Kim JunSu...

And here came Kim JunSu he entered the school, looking down as always avoiding every single gaze laying upon him, because he was not like them, yes he was poor but heck it was anything compared to that other thing his biggest  "flaw ", he was homosexual, Kim JunSu was the foolish guy that had confessed to " the " Park YooChhun and he regretted it, even now that it was his last year, even now.

Something snapped and JunSu looked up, only to meet Park YooChun's gaze, they stared at each over for an eternity and then it begun, love, it begun.It was not just a sunny day, it was the day fate gave them a rendezvous they were not aware of.

No soul moved, the silence was deafening but peaceful no harm would be done, we just needed a little sacrifice, a little sacrifice.

It took YooChun first, he had to be the first.

YooChun whispered a few words and JunSu fainted.

Today is "inventaire" day LoL...Okay that wasn't funny but I tried, right ?
  K-Pop & Mee:
DBSK!!!!!
Everyone knows that we're in big shit , so in my point of view SM is doing quite a good job, a good media play...Remember TVXQ said we're not okay with this slave contract it's too long, we're tied to the company and there's also the money, It's obvious that they're not paid enough.But you see SM talks ONLY ABOUT THE MONEY and turns them into greedy bastard !! But that's not only about the money it's the whole contracts that's unfair. Fans are starting to be tired of that topic some are even mad( SMtown concert issue and somes say that YunHo is being a bad leader and that's not true), that's what SM wants so please KEEP THE FAITH, YooChunnie (& maybe JaeJoong) engraved those words onto in skin...

random but He also sold his car !!!!!!! WTF is that ! HIS CAR was so sexy , why YooChun why! XD
They are not disbanding...I hope.
 

Super Juni OH !!!!

Suju was amazing this year ! Sorry Sorry was the Album ! Eunhyuk danced like crazy and KRY sang like there was no tomorow, KyuHyun participated fully and he is being loved so much now ,I loved him from the very start even when I wasn't into suju that much, I was all over him, at first it was because he was cute and also I pitied him but then I saw his true colors, he's snarky sweet and Kyu baby simply himself!
HeeChul was...well you know it's HeeChul XD I have to say that I really loved The flood of HanChul love, that's a sweet OTP!
And Teukie, fail Yesung, KangIn (I love his personnality ),saint SiWon, cute Ryowook, Beijing Fried Rice with HanKyung,Fishy Hae, Slimmy ShinDong, not so feminine SungMin, Kuy Baby of course!, Rella himself, Dance machine Hyukkie,And no I did not forget (almost I admit) KiBummie he is still a part of Suju please leave him alone those who wish his departure!
PLUS Henry (He's so cute There's JunSu, DUBU and then It's him) and Zhoumi I don't really know him so I don't know what to say about him ^^!
That was Super Junior!

SNSD

I used to hate them really, because well, I'm influencable, and some people hatred got into me, don't know why, I hated the way Tiffany smiled, now I find her smile adorable, I hated the way Jessica was, miss persistant stare (in this moment I love her the most after SooYoung 'course), SooYoung was on the "who the hell are you ?" list, along with Yuri, I was sorry for Seoyoon and I was like "smile a bit girl", Yoona I liked her in secret LOL, Hyoyeon I'm sorry I found  her ugly and I like YooBin's dancing better than herz, err... Who's left ? Oh yeah cutie Sunny? Since she's LSM niece I doubted her talent  And for TaeYeon The member that I don't like lol, but It's ok now ( this will make AiKo unnie Happy ).

So it's Obvious that the girl is racist, But I started feeling Hypocrite when I found out that a lot of poeple i know, like and such are racists ( like my aunt, her husband, her kids and so on) so why not hate them too   ..I even drop some shitty words sometimes like everyone (You did it too!!XD)  and I have to say for my behalf that I don't have any problem with difference, whatever they are ^^, while some Korean ( SeungRi is too...) are openly racist.And lotsa people all over the world are like that so Kim TaeYeon you're not One in a million lol
Still I like Korea and everyone should !!!!!
 That was Soshi !

In one line, WG are In state doing pretty well ( Binnie come back to me!!!), SHINee is loved even though minho doesn't sing enough ): 2PM is the hottest band of dumb brothers lol, 2NE1 is fresh and brand new, don't let us down girlzz cause I do ca a a a are ~,and I love too many people to go on !

Let's Keep the faith Guyz ^^
 PS: I also plan to write some fanfic when I come back, One YooSu and One Yunjae Or both YooSu..NO WHAT ABOUT ONE  KyuMin ahah!
I just have two plots but lotsa pairings *sighs* ( my vacation are shortened anyway so Hello France byebye Ivory coast I liked the stay though) I met a new cat there he has so many names and he's three months !XD Chaton, Pépé, Pacha, Kali, Kalista...The last one is my creation lol

WOW that was a long post !!

Ce que j'aime le plus c'est...Paris ça fait cliché mais c'est vrai !

I was thinking about...myself , like who Am I, Why Am I doing this...
I got this,
There was that  girl in the subway she had a baby, a little child with her, so I left my seat for her (most for the baby), she smiled and said "thank you" and I just thought  "she's so young and she has a baby...what a ***** ", and then while shopping I had lot of stuffs and the cashier just smiled as well and said" have a nice day "or something I didn't even respond and thought " what An Hypocrite"
But what if that girl with the baby just fell in love, huh ? and If that cashier was really nice and hadn't plastered a fake smile on her face, and she's just a cashier some random people....So Why Am I a fucking bitch trying to analyze every move people do, why do I think that everyone is wicked why do I judge...I am a Bitch...

"Billie Jean" is my favorite song of him R.I.P Michael Jackson...

ALL of them !! depends on the situation, but I think pride is is my biggest sin...

I never did that and i'll never do that ahah , i think eating alone make people look like loners...And it's  soo sad !

 First entry ...for you to know where you are XD...

Well this is  my first  entry ( Who am i kidding ? XD) Huum I am french , wich mean that I live in france (Ahah ) but I would have love to be born as a korean ( Sniif DongBangShinKi Oppas I hope that i'll see you guys someday..)  I am crazy over these Guys ( KIM JUNSU  marry me !!!!).

They are  talented( Handsome XD) and I don't know why but Life would suck whitout them ! I'm A YooSu & YunJae fan ...they are so real XD
I'm not really good at english sadly ( Not true Not true ...)!

I love Fanfiction ( I loved Yaoi even before knowing Dong Bang Boys...)*drools*

Hope you...yes you If you're reading it's really you; found this interesting (lol Don't laugh I am interesting!!! )

love and friend me if you feel like it 'kay ? ...I'll try writting good stuffs later ^^